27.8.09

.......!?!?!?

OK SO ALLLLL THIS ME TIME IS STARTING TO TAKE HOLD....
PHONE IS OFF........ FACEBOOK OFF.......LIFE IS OFF....... EVERYTHING OFF.......

WHICH MAKES ME LAUGH..... CAUSE IN ACTUALLY FACT THIS IS WHEN LIFE IS ACTUALLY ON....

I REMEMBER BEING 7 YEARS OLD AND MAKING MY OWN FUCKING WORLD IN MY BEDROOM..... I REALLY MEAN MY OWN WORLD.

MONEY WAS TIGHT SO THERE WAS NO MEGA DRIVE..... THERE WAS THE STICKER BOOK WITH NO STICKERS...... AT THE TIME I HATED EVERY MINUTE OF IT....NOW I AM SOOOOOOOO GLAD... CAUSE WHILE MOST OF MY FRIENDS AND COUSINS WERE PRESSING BUTTONS AND BEING HYPNOTIZED BY PIXELS ON A SCREEN..... I WAS BUSY SITTING AT HOME TRYING MY BEST TO DRAW AN EXACT LIKENESS OF SONIC THE HEDGEHOG ENTIRE LEVEL 1..... TO THEN DRAW A LINE ALONG THE PAGE WHERE MY IMAGINARY SONIC WOULD HAVE GONE...... OR CREATING CONTRAPTIONS OUT OF OLD CEREAL BOXES....

IT FEELS LIKE THAT TIME AGAIN...... LOCKED UP HERE IN WONDERLAND...... I AM CHANNELING MY CHILDHOOD WHAT I THOUGHT AT THE TIME WAS A PRISON WAS JUST THERE TO HELP ME FIND THE KEY TO MY FREEDOM...... ALL THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS......... I USED TO CRY ALOT ASWELL... I NEVER KNEW WHY.... I DONT CRY AS MUCH NOW...... WISH I DID THOUGH.......

OKAY I BETTER GET BACK TO WORK..... CAUSE AFTER ALL... ALL I AM DOING IS PRESSING BUTTONS AND LOOKING INTO A SCREEN. (full stop)

KISSES AND ALL THE REST FROM ME UP HERE ON MY HILL IN WONDERLAND.

SUPERST*R.xx

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